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    Life has no smooth road for any of us; and in the bracing atmosphere of a high aim the very roughness stimulates the climber to steadier steps, till the legend, over steep ways to the stars, fulfills itself. -W. C. Doane



Sunday, August 9, 2009



idk wht to say..
it seems tht i am the cause of everyhting..
i really dono wht's got over me and u..
i apologise for being rather hot tempered lately..
but wht about u?
u arent contented..
no matter wht i do, u will always try all means and ways to scold me..
nvr gonna be satisfied with me..
u don trust us enough, do u?
it's always common for us to hang out with friends..
but u just don get it..
always saying and picking on sis//
although it's the way u show ur concern towards us, but tht's not going to work!
cos we couldnt stand the way u speak to us./.
it's ur attitude ..
sometimes i don even feel like how my friends feel..(to go home)
everyone after a tired day long to go home..
but i dont..
i seriously dont//
just because ..
at home, it's an angry and dissatisfied face welcoming me..
instead of a happy and contented face..
instead of showing concern for our sch work, it's always the case of ticking me off because of housework!!
who on earth at my age will actually really do housework as i did????
u nvr think of this..
it's not tht i am praising myself..
i just feel tht it's abit redundant for me to be doing housework which just give me prob..
u scolding me.. scolding sis..
but i doubt u had ever really scold y.sis bcos of hsework..
wht on earth is this?
i noe very well tht i am many times more fortunate than many other ppl..
but sometimes..
humans are greedy..
although learning hsework is good for me, but tht's ur own opinion..
i don like doing hsework when i am forced to do..
but i like doing hsework whn i do it voluntarily.
but how are u reacting when the topic comes to hsework?
and u've actually been scolding for the past few days..
whteva thing there is, u will try to grab hold of a chance to scold all u like..
but i don like to be scolded..
i really dont..
and i wanna use my com!
i hate to be restricted..
it's not like i don want to study.
i play hard and i study hard..
i said it , i mean it..
u said abt my attitude..
i didnt learn it frm sis!
and stop saying tht she bribe me!
i didnt!
and i don accept bribe..
i don like this tense atmosphere to remain in the house..
but i just dono wht to do..
like tdy..
i tried my best to tidy the hse to my best capability..
but nth came out frm ur mouth excpt for scolding..
scolding agn bcos of the past matters..
i am just sick and tired of all these crying and scolding..
i just wanna get the hell out of this period..
T.T