wow..
haha..
i am feelin much more happy nowadays..
cos mum and sis reconcile!
finally yea..
i have wasted lots of tears for both of them!
now..
finally everything is over.
alrite
i have a tight schedule this june holiday..
not much free time.
hais..
cca, extra lessons,camp,etc..
lol
jiayou ba..
and i didnt go for the class outing ytd..
hehe.
cos i am tired and crazy..
=P
kk..
bb!~
GAMBATEH!~~
TIRED TO THE EXTREME!!!
hais..
i am so unhappy these few days..
bcos of many diff things.
hais.
today got camp comm meeting agn..
but quite fun but lots of BS!!
i hate tht man.
and as game i/c, lpq and i have to do many things.
really many things..
and we had to brief ppl and explain..
woooo..
just have to say: GAMPATEH!
hope tht co ppl will really appreciate the camp and hope tht the camp will go on smoothly and happily?
LOLS.
jiayou lpq.
still have to redo some things in the proposal..
and and and..
i don like to be in class.
i am bored.
nth to do..
but i have lots of things cooped up in my heart and i dono how to say it out..
WAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHH....
T.T
finally have the time to really blog sth..
haha..
things are just very complicated these few days.
esp my family.
i dono wht's with my mum and my sis.
everytime, they'll sure pick a fight.
wht's the definition of a good daughter?
one who will do household chores everyday, every minute every seconds?
one tht will do whteva parents say and have no objections?
LOL
but to me, a good daughter is just to be filial to parents and do wht parents say but not all.
doing wht i think i should do and have my own opinions.
i don wish to be a good daughter who is always quietly doing wht i am told to do.
i wanna do wht i like.
i wanna help you out on my own accord..
so tht i wont think i am being forced to do so.
i wanna help you w/o you nagging at me.
i wanna do many things with you always remembering wht have i done.
and not forget wht i have done the day before and start to scold me for not helping out.
i wanna have more freedom in hanging out with my friends.
i wanna talk things out with you.
i don wanna hide many things from you.
it makes me feel stress.
sometimes, it's always tht i don dare to tell you wht kind of life i led in sch.
wht am i doing in sch.
how well or how badly i score in my recent tests.
i normally don tell you all these.
just because i don wanna be scolded nor praised.
LOL
sounds rediculous. isnt it?
but tht's wht i think anw.
i don wanna hear any scoldings when i came home from school.-tired-
i just wanna lead a normal life like all my friends do.
if you are tired, rest.
we are alr teenagers, we arent children anymore.
we can take care of ourselves.
all we need is the motivation and encouragement to strive harder.
everyone has diff IQ and EQ.
not everyone is clever and not everyone is creative.
force the not the solution to everything.
=))
sry for all those WHTEVA things.
my eyes really hurts alot.
after crying so hard..
after listening to ur craps so hard..
just wht shld i do to pls u?
lol
nth.
=((
i am demoralised!
my results suckx!
i gt 3 Cs man!
lol
it's like shit..
physics is killin me..
hais..
kk..
bb.
sometimes it's just my luck
=((
it's a terrible day today..
sometimes, i think tht the more i learn, the more i do..
i really hope to be like her..
learn nth, do nth..
even during holidays, i still have to do..
frankly speaking, i am sick and tired of doing all these things!
i really wanted to shout out all tht i wanna say..
how i feel..
lols..
i am just 15 this yr..
and she's just younger by a few yrs..
why is it tht she can always sit and watch and do nth?
ppl dote on her more than me too!
no matter wht i do,
how much i do,
u are nvr satisfied!
wahahaha..
today went to spca..
and there's many dogs!
it's like OMG..
brandy[feli's dog] is alr very fierce..
[although only to me=(( ]
today, the dogs are fiercer!
all are just so big and they kept barking..
we were allowed to touch the dogs and cats but i didnt..
=P
things are just so funny and scary thr..
lol
kk..
below are some pics taken today..
chairman is being bitten? by the dog
joshua and nicholas who look as though they are .... the dog..
=P
no offence=))
clarissa and jiawen sayang-ing a very pretty dog..
joceline's brave enuf to not only play with the dog but also carry the dog!
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after tht went for lunch wif feli, CD, mar and wy..
haha..
thn go buy xiaoshuo!
lol..
haha..
bye agn!~
it's so boring at home..
i wanna go out..
all i can do at home is eat,sleep and play and do sth tht i dislike..
i am getting lazy..
i have been playin fb since ytd..
and other thn tht i hve nth better to do..
lols..
=((
I WANNA CRYYYYYY!~
wht's with all this?!
i flunk my el mye..
compre!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's all screwed up..
i am verry sad.
sad TO THE EXTREME~!
hais.
i really really hope tht my other exams will get better results!
and i wanna get A1 for my EXPRESS CHINESE O'LEVEL!!!!
i must !
i don wanna get a very high L1R5 !
quite a high expectation.
for now, i just wanna get better grades for the rest of the exams!
GAMBATE~!
tmr celebrate!
finally the stupid exam is over!!!!!
hahaha
i am crazy..~~~
byes.
byes.
stupid sickening !!!
say and nag..
i really get irritated by u!
wth u wan?
keep nagging..
things tht u don even noe u say and nag as though u noe..
LOLS!
really hate this kinda restrictions!
stupid keyboard!
it spoilt...........
and i am typing using on-screen keyboard..
sianzzz..
i am very bored in class nowadays..
i am a loner!
haha..
sharon is real funny!
haha..
physics lesson was fun..
cos it's like a free period.
and mh, J, s and me just think of some jokes and funny stuffs..
and we laughed..
i am quiet nowadays!
haha..
super quiet esp in class!
i wanna be in the same class as ele!!!!
gambate~!