i have a really bad feeling tht i am not as close with my family as before..
esp with my ma..

i didnt noe why..
it was like everytime my ma tok to me, i feel irritated.
i don like the kinda tone she tok to me.
esp when she asked me to help her.
i will always pull a long face when she tok to me..
i didnt noe why her words always like ' hua zhong dai ci'..
she was like always asking me to help her do things..
like just now..
i was staying at home to help do housework..
and when they came home..
my ma was the last one to enter the house..
as she was carrying many things on her hands and she cant close the door,
she called me to help her close..
i was like WTH la..
did i just came home??
am i the nearest to the door..
i may seems to be very CALCULATIVE
but i really cant stand it can?! it's not asif my sis or bro cant close the door/ dono how.
pls la.. they shld really be more considerate and have a sense of responsibility..
moreover,
my sis and bro was like at the living room and i was in the bedroom using com.
apparently.. someone would surely call out for ppl who is within their sight to help them
who would actually call out for someone who is in the room.?
i really cant stand my ma..
if she really wanna be biased or whteva.
don show it to me..
and i am just 14..
don always compare u and me..
when i didnt help u do housework, u will say u stand the whole day at the kitchen
while i only do some sweeping and mopping..
but why didnt she think tht she is older than me and she is married and i am single..
and my friends of the same age as me
some don even noe how to sweep and mop floor.. and some don even noe how to wash dishes.
why cant u just think of how much more have i done home as compared to other ppl pf my age??
i feel tht i am alr quite capable..
asin housework..
but u just don understand
u always think tht i am inferior to others..
don always compare those that are more capable..
alright..
put urself in my shoes.
will u feel good??
i am not angry with u or throwing my temper with u or wht..
i am just feeling disappointed for the time being..