sometimes, i just feel tht u are very very discouraging.. whn i get my whteva results back, u will sure ask me why why and why.. u will also compare me with others.. for once, i was like thinking why are u caring so much abt victory?? as in ur children's results. just like today, whn u see my results, u said tht i deproved and u asked me abt my friends results.. those tht were not as good as my results, u will keep mum.. however, those tht were better than me, u will say so much -ve things abt why i cant get gd results.. and some of the reasons are:
- play com
- watch TV
- read so-called chinese 'trash' novels

when u say all these thing, i was wondering, did u noe whether i got study not? did u see me reading the novel?? i noe tht i got watch TV and play com.. but i did really study for my exams can?!

and for the houseworks.. sometimes, i really felt very unfair.. for elder sis, i can understand.. she is working.. but wht abt the younger one?? i totally feel tht u are biased against the young one.. pls la. she is alr pri 5.. even if she cant sweep and mop the floor, cook or whteva.. but i'm sure tht she can help to wash dishes, tidy the house and whteva.. but wht i see everyday is tht she sits down on the sofa, watching TV.. and either me or my sis or my mum would be doing the household chores.. she was like so damn pampered la.. she don even want to help to empty the dustbin.. and her reason was: i am afraid of the roaches and the lizards.. WTH!~! it's not asif the house is filled with roaches and lizards or wht..

all she noes is to throw her temper, order the little bro and shout here and there.. whn exams are nearing, she seems so relax and don even need to study.. moreover, she don even noe whn is her exams.. for the science paper, she also seems to not care abt anything.. LOLS!!